I feel so alone and scared
Wondering when I’ll be able to be free and live my own life.
Will I loose the people i truly care bout and feel more alone then i am now? Or will they care enough to support who i really am? They’re only questions thrown in the air. but Will I ever dare to find out the answers….

When you have no one to go to, what do you do next? So much time you give to others but they can’t reach out n give a helping hand.. In time of need and despair you wonder and you stare at the heavens and realize there’s no limit there. So why the walls that cave you inn from happiness and love is it your own self and emotions or just insecurity and flaws. Whatever it is, don’t let it stop you from making a difference And helping someone’s life. Be happy care and cherish those who love you and above all else be free from bitterness and everything else that haunts you.

Still in the birthday suit have 30 mins remaining… Will I make it on time or be late again?

I just don’t know how to feel.

I just want to be left alone.. At least that’s what they want to see. I never thought it would get like this, I feel deprived from my own skin.

Please get to know me… before you judge me.

I HATE YOU!!!

Yeah today felt so unreal but the work is done.
I dont regret it n won’t after I realize this is not a dream.. Haha. But because my love is real i enjoyed the pain and every minute of it.
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Friend- thats all you’ll be to me. Nothing more nothing less.

Truth

So lost for words can’t talk to you nor glance I’m just not ready to face you. My heart broke straight down the middle when you made that decision-you were more like my lil sister. My heart beats faster to think or to hear you say “now I know her true colors” if you only knew and know I love you so. But till we see each other or even hear each other, I only pray for your safety. I would never want nothing bad for you. N hopefully one day things will go back to normal.